TC
Miss leong's farewell........
see the crazed look in rachie's eyes. thats when she gets high.
dun ya think i look like i hav long hair here! HOHO. n the nice pic is so ruined by 'v-fars' shocked face. rahness.
this is y herngyuan's phone doesnt hav alot of memry space. but i swear the pics inside r not only me at diff angles. haz.
rahhhh
8:56 PM
tralala
after seein my fugly photos on xiao xiao's blog i had this sudden urge ta put nicer photos of me ta reassure myself im not fulgy. HOHO. pathetic but bahness. i dun care. its my blog. tralalalala. o wells. tanning was superb th9ough i look like a cooked uneven lobster now. n i love the company of crappy good frens. haz. ser was the 'i-m-so-high-takepic-takepic-ask-ppl-take-pic-for-us' person. n san was juz.... CRAPPY. who brings sunblock ta suntan. haz. that weird ass. the weirdest part was when she was wrapping my shawl ard her. haz. but it was still great fun. we muz hav more of such tannin sessions ok. i love em coz they make me smile laugh n get outta my depression. :).jpg)
haz. this wasnt the tanning day. it was the leelee bbq day. n no we din bbq leelee. we juz went for a bbq at her house. HOHO.
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we r tanned happy ppl. haz.
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MONSTER!
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aint he such a cute ass.
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my fugly pimple.
my shopping partner today who waited an hour for me. so sorry ok. it was the till-3am-grocery-shoping-with-my-parents that caused me ta oversleep by erm so much. sorry! HOHO. n the 79.90 bag is nice. go buy it! lets go get the nice flower earrings after ang bao day. haz..jpg)
yours truly tryin ta be demure-looking. HOHO.
rahhhh
8:15 PM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
housey
Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends.
Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.
You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
HOHO. its fun. this quiz thing. http://www.drawahouse.com/TakeTheTest/
rahhhh
7:27 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
....
not a v good day.sudden depression dat got me cryin at small stuff.
sorry i pissed qi off.
sorry i freaked rachie.
n sorry i freaked miss wong as well. but she v ke lian oso. sobz.
i cnat believe i cried infront of the class.
i dun cry infront of ppl.
argh. i plan ta keep it dat way.
but playin hai dai quan is fun n cheers me up. so ppl u knw wad ta do when beh here is sulkin.
haz.
sumtimes i feel neglected.
y dun i hav an ahmah who dotes on me like mad.
whines.
juz let me get thru this day.
i swear i will b betta tmrw.
i think ppl prefer me that way.
me being fragile n gu niang is so wrong.
but then. whos gonna care anyway.
okok. thats me n feelin depressed again.
bahness.
rahhhh
11:37 PM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
What If
What IfKate Winslet
Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to knowIf I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heartache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change
Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take it back would you still be mine
'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I could say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know
rahhhh
11:27 PM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
irriatiting asses
i hate the 3 irritating asses in my lit class.rahhhhhhhhhhh.
1st incident. they laughed at me in the canteen. as in the din even bother ta hide it. n their laughter werent the frenly i can accept kind. n i swear ta u my tolerance level is pretty high unless u piss me off real badly. n dats wad they did. n guess wad dey actually waved ta us. THEY NEVA DID. n know y they suddenly wave ta us. it was the day after my v tae anouncement. i get if they were laughing at me coz of it. seriously. ppl hu dunno me will. but theirs were particularly evil sniggerish. but neva mind i tot. i was laughable. that i get.
2nd incident. they hadta go n piss me off real badly again. n dis incident was seriously the most impactful one. its like the first lit lesson we had on tues coz the other weeks were hols. n me rach n qi din know it was PC on that day. so all 3 of us were without the PC book. n well those 3 irritating asses all had their books. so we requested politely if they cld lend us a book ta share within the 3 of us. n guess wad. neva in my life hav i came across such horrendously SELFISH ppl. they REFUSED. as in we were juz askin ta loan a book coz ALL THREE OF US DIN HAV IT. whereas the ALL DID. i dun get i seriously dun. i hav neva met ppl who refused ta share a book before. for gods sake its only a freakin book. kinda like the most shocking experience in facing really selfish n mean ppl all ofa sudden. i tot those kiasu study-ers were like extinct. or at least they werent as mean to da point of refusing ta help others. but they proved me wrong. sooooo wrong. u may think im like makin this big hoo-ha but im not. as in. hav u eva met sumone hu refuse ta lend u his/her book though u hav others ta share it with? n there they were sniggering off when our lit teacher gav us her notes coz they REFUSED TA LEND US THE BOOK N WE HAD NTH TA REFER TO. HORRIBLE ASSES.
3rd incident. they laughed at me again. darn loudly sumore. CAN THEY PLS LEARN HOWTA LAUGH AT OTHERS A BIT MORE DISCREETLY, N ACTUALLY CONSIDER THE FEELINGS OF OTHER PPL. n its was damn obvious they were laughin at ME. coz rach n qi were presenting sum stuff b4 me during lit. then when i started ta speak. they LAUGHED VERY LOUDLY. its like i wasnt even using my usual funny way of talkin of makin any jokes. they juz laughed coz of my voice. n im sick of dat. i can differenciate between the frenly teasin bout my voice n the downright meaness in others laughin about it. n then they juz laughed. as i was presenting my answers. tryin ta b serious n all. as in. how inconsiderate cld they be.
i dun mind if ya laugh, gossip or dislike me. but please do it discreetly. please. its not as if i wanted such a tae voice. see how ya feel if ya born with it n get teased for the rest of ur life. i dun mind the teasing actually. if ya do it in the light hearted humourous kind of way. not the mean, 'i dunno u but they u hav a tae voice n thats all i needta judge u' kind of sinister laugh. coz i hate it when ppl do so. n u can see it. CLEARLY. n i warn u dun get me seiously infuriated. as i said. i hav a high level of tolerance. but once i explode. u cna jolly well dig the grave urself. okok. its not that horrible. i wont curse n swear but its all in the face. haz. okok. inappropriate laughter at such a time. but heck. haz.
so u see y im so irriatated with the 3 pain in the asses. i think they need more civics lessons. teach them more bout morals. haz. n no they r not in my class. they r the ones i happen at share a lit class with. n thankfully. only a lit class.
rahhhh
12:48 AM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
silver belllllsssss
I LOVE CHEEE KUAY.HOHO.
darn nice ok. anyways dat my latest addiction. haz.
fac asked me sth i hav been seriously wondering bout for like ages. n mayb i haven really gav up everything yet. juz yet. but i know its juz memries. :)
sch has been ok i guess. sumwad hectic. but if ya know beryl. hectic is like nth ta her aka me. unless dere are tests of course. but thankfully no tests this week! heh.
n my econs is still as horrid as b4. kinda regrettin my decision of takin the subjects i am takin now. but o wells. i guess i juz havta live with me n my brainless decisions. rahness.
sudden craving for strawberry coated with choc. *drools
anyways, im broke, like wad is new rite. grumbles. can the good god above grant me the same wish as vonny n let monay rain upon me as well. grumbles grumbles grumbles.
ATTEMPTS TA WHINE IN THE SATURATEDLY SWEET CHILDISH WAY THAT IRRITATES EVERYONE.
so how.... tempted ta shut me up with offers of lunch treats? haz.
im thinkin of losing sum weight of my face. but no im not gonna stop eating everything i WANNA EAT. haz. i juz havta cum up with sth else i guess. jiam momo here wan an equally jiam face ta go with her voice. haz.
CNY IS CUMIN, haz. hope our class gets ta go for either tanning session together or the m'sia trip that sounds o-so-tempting. i wanna shop! heh.
lastly to da ass that has been clouding my mind. haz. juz sth i like ta whine complain grumble n pout about, juz put up with me will ya.
我应该就走开， 就算感情还在。
我应该就放开, 对他不再依赖。
忘了曾有过的片段。
这是属于你们的未来。
rahhhh
12:05 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Broken
BROKENSeether feat Amy Lee
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
cause Im broken when Im open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I dont feel light when youre gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
Theres so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
cause Im broken when Im open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I dont feel right when youre gone away
cause Im broken when Im open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
cause Im broken when Im lonesome
And I dont feel right when youre gone away
rahhhh
4:44 PM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
i ned sum bling
i would love ya foreva if ya get me sum of these....~ levi's jeans dat r fitting for me of course
~sum nice dressy shirts frm zara or topshop
~lovely heels or wedges
~nice brown baseball cap
~the loveliest leather esprit bag
~nice hooded pinkish jacket frm zara men
~nice nice leathery tote bag
~the golden nike slingbag
~nike dunks
~sum bling accessories
hais. where can i egt money. i cant even work now sicne sch has started. but i sooooooo wan my esprit bag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rahness. grumbles. pouts. sulks. whines. complains. bites anyone i see.
rahhhh
11:58 PM
HOHO.
rahhhh
rahhhh
and den she stoppped excercising and ate like ALOT..........
rahhhh
ya know dat.
irritating.
mayb im juz tryin ta relive everything. remind myself dat i was happy. ya rite. like yay.
i know i shld juz get over it.
but wad happens when ya cant.
irritating.
tell me ta shut up please.
rahness.
okok.
im gettin fatter. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i shld start moving my limbs more and eating less of the junk food im in love with. but.......... I CANT. FOOD IS JUZ SO GLORIOUS.
the chubby cheeks r making me feel fat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but food... is juz... FOOD.
wad tokin me anyways.
o wells. i hope lotsa normal ppl join tc. cute ones for me ta ogle at will b welcomed too. hahaha. :)
mesmerized
by the thought of it
tramatized
i'm so scared of it
wanna stop thinking
gotta get to sleep
gotta wake up fresh
get on my feet
push the thought of you away
do it today
i'm older than my years
drowning in my tears
surronded by the fear
since you went away a year ago
at christmas rahhhh
im broke.
yayness.
sooooo broke.
and i owe xiao xiao bodyshop monay.
sudden craving for pei dan zhou(cantonese). when im broke. isnt that o-so-wonderful.
HOHO. im in charge of tourism club blog. guess wads gonna b on it. 'beh's a prettae ass.' hahahahahah. jk jk.
n im gettin fat.
argh! random again but aint that juz so usual of me.
i dun feel like goin ta sch tmrw. but ya its like thats sooo possible. grumbles.
shld i pluck my brows? like so vainpot ah. shld i shld i shld i. but pain rite.. darn im tokin ta myself.
i wan my nice fox jacket. hints hints. erm my bdays like v near. it JUZ passed.
hahahah.
kablahlabaloo.
thats random as well but ya.
wad did one lil pig say ta another lil pig?
....
....
....
....
....
heh.
ok. this post is juz so borin. sorry. haz. rahhhh
missing you. like. suddenly.
o wells.
anyways.
okok.
din hav a very good start to da day.
the announcement was like argh! i really din mean for my voice ta b so jiam. but it is. n its natural. especially when i get freaked out. when lookin at the whole sch. HOHO. anyways. so i sounded ultra tae. n like wad yunn said. i sounded like a 3 year old kid. the good thing is all my frens tot it normal since they gt used ta my voice. but the rest of the sch..... hai.... i bet they were thinkin. hu was this act cute gal. im seriosusly not acting cute. my voice. is juz. TAE. like i can change like dat. rahness. leelee or sumone told me da class near ours were jumpin ta see hu the irriating ass aka ME was. n thank god for im short. thus im like covered by hendrik tan. HOHO. o wells. but im kinda glad dat my fresn know it was juz me at my norm self. n my cousin even sent me a msg of how i 'did an interesting job'. HOHO. *beams widely.
anyways. this jacket caught my eye n its on 50% discount. any kind hearted soul loves me soooo much ta get it for me for my erm birthday belated xmas er CNY gift? haz. I BET NOT. grumbles. n so im goin ta get it myslef. tomorrow. n i hope it still is there. if not bryant cho. u r neva gonna see sunlight or moonlight AGAIN. its juz scary. after the zara-cannot-get-the-shirt-i-wanted incident. im so damn freaked. i juz wanna get the jacket home like NOW.
anyways. i wanna revamp my wardrobe. im sick of all the plain boring typical stuff im wearing. i need change! HOHO. n mayb i cna look as 'clean' haz. but chocho thinks i lok betta 'unclean'... HOHO. bet u all r thinkin im mad now. rahness. anyways. i sorta wan sth half girly half guy-ly. chocho's 'turn beh into gu niang plan' has been unsuccessful n im glad he knows it. its juz not me ta b wen rou.
tokin bout this. brite shoes! im so sorry i whacked ya on the head with my purse today. hee. pai seh/ i was suffering trauma frm making announcement. haz. sorry ok.
NARNIA NARNIA. SHAVE ASLAN. SAVE NARNIA. LELONG LELONG. HOHO. so random im sorry.
i muz neva stand beside hendrick whilst sayin the pledge. haz. i will burst out laughin. thank god i din today since we were facing the whole sch. n tong would prob kill me if he saw me laughin like a mad ass. haz. o but he did catch me anyways. sob. coz he said my skirt was too short, darn i havta borrow sumones skirt, the new skirts cum like one week lata.
dinna at crystal jade with cho was good! century egg porridge with lean i think is pork meat. YUMMY.
sudden craving for candyfloss.
sudden thoyght ta dash n get my jacket frm orchard NOW.
sudden urge ta say. ---------is sooo cute. HOHO.
anyways, brite shoes., sorry again, n i swear i will try ta b more demure. oops, how many times hav i said dat. haz.
hee. a new blog coz i was sick of the old. bahness.
Boys n Girls
WE BITE.
Ugly
sugarbabes
When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you're more beautiful
And that's the way they show they wish
They had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you
There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you
Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be
Cos people are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you
rahhhh
rahhhh
8:24 PM
| You Are a Chick Rocker! |
 |
What Kind of Rocker Are You?
| Gummy Bears |
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What Kind of Candy Are You?
rahhhh
8:18 PM
PUFFY CHEEKS... grumbles
when beh had a lovely tan, nice hair n a chin....jpg)
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and den she stoppped excercising and ate like ALOT..........
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rahhhh
7:08 PM
mesmerized
i juz love talkin bout ya.ya know dat.
irritating.
mayb im juz tryin ta relive everything. remind myself dat i was happy. ya rite. like yay.
i know i shld juz get over it.
but wad happens when ya cant.
irritating.
tell me ta shut up please.
rahness.
okok.
im gettin fatter. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i shld start moving my limbs more and eating less of the junk food im in love with. but.......... I CANT. FOOD IS JUZ SO GLORIOUS.
the chubby cheeks r making me feel fat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but food... is juz... FOOD.
wad tokin me anyways.
o wells. i hope lotsa normal ppl join tc. cute ones for me ta ogle at will b welcomed too. hahaha. :)
mesmerized
by the thought of it
tramatized
i'm so scared of it
wanna stop thinking
gotta get to sleep
gotta wake up fresh
get on my feet
push the thought of you away
do it today
i'm older than my years
drowning in my tears
surronded by the fear
since you went away a year ago
at christmas
rahhhh
6:39 PM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
bored......
HOHO.im broke.
yayness.
sooooo broke.
and i owe xiao xiao bodyshop monay.
sudden craving for pei dan zhou(cantonese). when im broke. isnt that o-so-wonderful.
HOHO. im in charge of tourism club blog. guess wads gonna b on it. 'beh's a prettae ass.' hahahahahah. jk jk.
n im gettin fat.
argh! random again but aint that juz so usual of me.
i dun feel like goin ta sch tmrw. but ya its like thats sooo possible. grumbles.
shld i pluck my brows? like so vainpot ah. shld i shld i shld i. but pain rite.. darn im tokin ta myself.
i wan my nice fox jacket. hints hints. erm my bdays like v near. it JUZ passed.
hahahah.
kablahlabaloo.
thats random as well but ya.
wad did one lil pig say ta another lil pig?
....
....
....
....
....
heh.
ok. this post is juz so borin. sorry. haz.
rahhhh
12:52 AM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Boys n Girls
im a dumbass. i juz deleted the depressing posts i had on like an hour ago. coz i tot it juz was too depressing. my mood swings i guess.missing you. like. suddenly.
o wells.
anyways.
okok.
din hav a very good start to da day.
the announcement was like argh! i really din mean for my voice ta b so jiam. but it is. n its natural. especially when i get freaked out. when lookin at the whole sch. HOHO. anyways. so i sounded ultra tae. n like wad yunn said. i sounded like a 3 year old kid. the good thing is all my frens tot it normal since they gt used ta my voice. but the rest of the sch..... hai.... i bet they were thinkin. hu was this act cute gal. im seriosusly not acting cute. my voice. is juz. TAE. like i can change like dat. rahness. leelee or sumone told me da class near ours were jumpin ta see hu the irriating ass aka ME was. n thank god for im short. thus im like covered by hendrik tan. HOHO. o wells. but im kinda glad dat my fresn know it was juz me at my norm self. n my cousin even sent me a msg of how i 'did an interesting job'. HOHO. *beams widely.
anyways. this jacket caught my eye n its on 50% discount. any kind hearted soul loves me soooo much ta get it for me for my erm birthday belated xmas er CNY gift? haz. I BET NOT. grumbles. n so im goin ta get it myslef. tomorrow. n i hope it still is there. if not bryant cho. u r neva gonna see sunlight or moonlight AGAIN. its juz scary. after the zara-cannot-get-the-shirt-i-wanted incident. im so damn freaked. i juz wanna get the jacket home like NOW.
anyways. i wanna revamp my wardrobe. im sick of all the plain boring typical stuff im wearing. i need change! HOHO. n mayb i cna look as 'clean' haz. but chocho thinks i lok betta 'unclean'... HOHO. bet u all r thinkin im mad now. rahness. anyways. i sorta wan sth half girly half guy-ly. chocho's 'turn beh into gu niang plan' has been unsuccessful n im glad he knows it. its juz not me ta b wen rou.
tokin bout this. brite shoes! im so sorry i whacked ya on the head with my purse today. hee. pai seh/ i was suffering trauma frm making announcement. haz. sorry ok.
NARNIA NARNIA. SHAVE ASLAN. SAVE NARNIA. LELONG LELONG. HOHO. so random im sorry.
i muz neva stand beside hendrick whilst sayin the pledge. haz. i will burst out laughin. thank god i din today since we were facing the whole sch. n tong would prob kill me if he saw me laughin like a mad ass. haz. o but he did catch me anyways. sob. coz he said my skirt was too short, darn i havta borrow sumones skirt, the new skirts cum like one week lata.
dinna at crystal jade with cho was good! century egg porridge with lean i think is pork meat. YUMMY.
sudden craving for candyfloss.
sudden thoyght ta dash n get my jacket frm orchard NOW.
sudden urge ta say. ---------is sooo cute. HOHO.
anyways, brite shoes., sorry again, n i swear i will try ta b more demure. oops, how many times hav i said dat. haz.
hee. a new blog coz i was sick of the old. bahness.
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Boys n Girls
WE BITE.
Ugly
sugarbabes
When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you're more beautiful
And that's the way they show they wish
They had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you
There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you
Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be
Cos people are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you
